Rants.

So far I've posted only the good, happy, wonderful things about Holland. There's tons of them, don't get me wrong. But I want this to be an honest blog, where you can feel everything I feel through reading this. that being said, I will have some posts explaining my crappy parts, such as homesickness, trouble, sickness bla bla bla.

Up until this point things have been great. Tons of stupid shit has happened, like my unending sicknesses, all my Apple stuff breaking or stolen, having to spend money that normally I wouldn't. Just little things that all end up to a point that most would freak out. Since I'm here it's a lot harder to deal with everything, but I've been in a state where I have just been ignoring it the best that I can. After a while it gets tiring. Sometimes I really just want to go home, or cry, or something. It sucks, I really want to be happy here and enjoy everything, but it gets hard when I have to deal with so many unnecessary misfortunes. This is pretty much just a small rant about the bad side of it all, there it probably be more, but I was just feeling emotional tonight.

As a side note, if you can't handle things I post, or don't agree ect...Don't read it, or just don't complain to me. Thanks sooo much.

Doei! XXX