One week left.

Well, after months of talking about and planning this all, it's almost here. Moving to Holland came quicker than I had thought.
I'm at the point where I am starting to say, "this is the last time I....", to almost everything. When I think of it all I have emotional conflicts between being incredibly excited to take off on this adventure, between being sad and scared of leaving everyone and everything I know behind.
As the days wind down, I'm realizing that there's so many little things that I'm going to miss that I don't really see when it's not being left behind.
 Don't get me wrong, I'm so grateful and excited for this whole entire thing, beyond excited. It's just having nothing familiar that's going to be hard for me.
I feel that this past year I've created relationships that I've never had before, as well as over come some bring stuff holding me back. As all that has happened I feel that it makes leaving both harder, and easier.
Harder in the way that I have built up so much more to leave. Easier being that I have almost equipped myself with valuable things for the adventure.
At the end of the day, I just understand how much I appreciate everyone that has been in my life. Good or bad, I did things I wanted to in the moment, that made me and the people around me happy. And for that I am very grateful. So as I take off to see the world, please come with me and follow everything that happens. Thanks so much for everyone's love and support, I'll be needing as much as I can get.